HAPPILY NEVER AFTER

Industrial Attachment coming to a close

2009-08-12T03:37:00.000-07:00

Today the plasma team celebrated their hardwork for 6 months and the departure of Tiger and me at the end of this week by having a gathering in the Large Components Meeting room at 3.30pm. Haja and i ordered kfc for everyone. hope its enough! =/ well, 5.5 months is finally coming to a closure. suddenly, alot of feelings and emotions. my time in GE Aviation will not be so fun and interesting without u guys from Plasma cell.
I would like to thank:
Saifi (first plasma friend in GE Aviation; thanks for the car mags! white honda fit) ;D
Mazlan (hardcore Man U fan and spicy red getz guy!)
Choo (Ah Boy, chit chat kaki; babe analyzer; msia honda city) ;D
Ah Lai (Ricky, tak cock kaki and thanks for the ride back to woodlands checkpoint; speed demon; msia vios ) ;D
Faizal (Classic bike enthusiast, all the best for ur studies!)
Mun Kit (Monkey! Scirocco, F1 siao)
Ramalingam (Dicky, preacher, LOL, thanks for all the life skills knowledge)
Chin (avid mountain climber, Msia Honda Civic)
Goatee (sorry dont know ur name, helped me during AWO)

and lastly not forgetting plasma cell leader, Hamzah, whose guidance throughout my attachment helped me alot. thank u.

Most grateful and special thanks to my mentor engineer, supervisor, Gerald Chen KP, Process Engineer, Plasma and Waterjet.

2009-02-25T16:56:00.000-08:00

got them somewhere. found them quite meaningful. haha.

"One day you'll ask me what's more important.
You or my life.
I'll say my life and you will walk away
never knowing that you are my life."

"To the world you may be one person
but to one person you may be the world."

"Love is like a piece of glass,
if you hold it too tight, it will break your hands.
but if you hold it too loose, it will fall and break."

"Love is missing someone when you are apart,
but somehow feeling warm inside because you are close at heart."

Treasure them peeps =)

Turbo civic esi pic

2009-01-20T19:26:00.000-08:00

the turbo civic i was talking abt. haha.

Turbo civic esi

2009-01-19T07:11:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to liyan! thank u for ur joride around sch. the ride was simply too exhilarating and awesome! certainly one of the best rounds ive taken in sch. the blue ride accompanied by the loud exhaust and stares from onlookers as the engine start up was just a dream. =) a few rounds around school was definitely NOT enough. loud revs and sounds of blowoffs and wastegastes during changing of gears and the turbos are just too awesome. the car skidded upon the throwing of clutch after the gear is changed and several hard brakings. CERTAINLY NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED! how i wished i had my own ride! =(
YTD celebrated early birthday with trey =) damn. drank and become merlion. the shot is high! 75% alcohol and a cocktail which quite suck. unglam pics can be found on trey's blog!

75% back

2009-01-05T07:17:00.000-08:00

shit! alot of days didnt blog alr. thought through many damn things and good things. everything sorted out. 75% back from recovery. soon i will be back on track. full time on studies. =) got back 2 results. damn sad though. 83 for ASAS and 87 for SOM. everyone was getting 90 plus!! wed two more coming back. hope won't do too bad. sch started and i tried the new MAKAN place. it's damn nice. haha biggest koufu outlet. who cares when ngee ann is rich. just sponsor me for my overseas studies trip. =x

30/12/08

2008-12-30T23:16:00.000-08:00

yesterday. hmm. met wilfred in the afternoon went around town to chill out and talk. he bought me a present from hk. a lollipop. nevertheless thank u. haha. went walk around and decided to watch bedtime stories. it was quite weird when 2 guys go to the movies. damn. the movie was quite funny. after that went clarke quay to have our dinner. after that decided to go wilfred's house get his pimped up getz out for a spin. very soon we were on our way to east coast park with the car. it felt damn nice driving it with the superb ICE systems. at east coast i heard the song "always be my baby" by david cook at McCafe. afternoon i heard the mariah carey version. haha seems like it's playing out on me. after that was don't love you no more by craig david. damn. after that went kallang kfc and met tiger. we chilled out till 3 plus and went home. thanks to wilfred for ur time and car man. and tiger for sending me home. =)

2008-12-29T10:39:00.000-08:00

for the past few nights i have been sleeping around 4 plus at least. a million thanks to tiger and trey for being there for me. and esp tiger who ferries me in his car to yishun dam for a talk and consoling session almost every night.

talking to you just make makes me feel all so heartbroken again. u once asked wad do i see in us in 2 years time, i know i didnt give a good ans, not an ans u want to hear. but i think further than that. i planned for our lifetime already. but it was too late.

what i have to say

2008-12-29T09:15:00.000-08:00

its been a few days. since the day. that fateful day. the day u left. for real. u are gone. it was definitely not a merry xmas at all. all was too late. memories of everything keep running through my mind and it won't stop. u said u weren't feeling the same as before. not as happy as before. i blamed myself. i failed as a boyfriend. for 2 years + , 32 months i couldn't give you the happiness u wanted. you wanted to move on and seek your happiness, but wad im really heartbroken for is the other thing. i so wished it never happen. Forget and move on is what everyone says. but. it aint easy. seriously it hurts. my hearts still beats for u i know that. it still longs for your return. but like u and i said. it was all too late. that day when we exchanged probably the final gifts we have for each other, u were beautiful. i wanted to give u a final hug and a final goodbye. thank you for everything u have done for me and given me, u have been there for me and my family. but, knowing that one second longer i may lose control and break down. it will be uncontrollable. i didnt want that. we baded a quick goodbye and i left. i couldnt control it. i broke down. at the playground i sat, didnt know what to do. after regaining some energy, i looked at what u give me. upon opening up, i saw it and uncontrollably broke down once more. i was so touched for that. i just couldn't get into sleep. im starting to hate the night. i wake up early with u as my first thought and couldn't get to sleep after that. recounting all the things in the past, i have seriously regretted. i regret so much for not treasuring u enough not giving u the best and the feeling that you are my true love and happiness. after all we've been through, the good and the bad times, could only be memories. everywhere i go leave traces of our held hands and foot prints. it's hard to forgo u. who once and still is a part of me. but for now, it will be only me, no more us. to me, u seemed strong. and suprisingly made me feel sad. for now, is living one day as it is. i will certainly remember u for the rest of my life. u made such a great impact in me. noone can replace u. never. im still living each day miserably. i know i needa recover from this soon. i sincerely wish u all the best. even though i know i cant bear to part with you. our wonderful L&L story ends here.

first post

2008-12-29T09:09:00.000-08:00

i started this blog so that i can reveal what my heart wants to say.